11 years!!!!

Even though our anniversary isn't until tomorrow,  everyday is a perfect day for showing your love and saying you care sooooo much. I feel so lucky that I've been able to share the last 11 years with the most incredible man I have ever met! Every single day feels like a blessing and every minute I get to spend with him feels like a dream. I wish we had more time in a day! He is my best friend and my soul mate and my one true love. He continues to make me smile and laugh and somehow manages to make me feel like the most beautiful girl in the whole wide world! Along with that does sweet things all the time for our loved ones, friends, coworkers and everyone he meets. His selflessness is one of a kind. he would give all of himself to make others happy all the while maintaining his own happiness. To me he is the most handsome, kind, smart, loving loyal, funny husband in the world. That is why I treasure every bit of him, tell him continually that he is wonderful and ohhh so loved and make sure every day he is showered with tons of loving kisses. This year is extra special for us as we enter into parenthood. I can't wait to enter into this new phase with someone I admire and trust and love so much! Every year I don't think it's going to be possible, but I do love that sweet hubby of mine even more then EVER! Sharing a relationship with him is one of the best things that has ever happened to me.



Our first photoshoot in 1999 :0)



Our wedding day April 8, 2000 :0)



2010 Always in Love



Us now with Baby Rylan on the way! Anyday now he will make us a trio ;0)

I love you Aaron!!! Happy 11 years together and many more :0)

I hope everyone gets to find a love like this in their lifetime!

Baby update

I decided to change doctors and just saw my new doctor today and she was just so wonderful. She is bubbly and full of information and even though I still waited an hour to see her she made it worth the wait! I'm so glad I went with my instincts to switch, the doctor I had before wasn't bad at all, I just felt our visits lacked something and I couldn't put my finger on it.

 So I was told we are right on track. Our Little man is about 4 pounds now and growing like crazy! I told her he moves non stop and she says well then you must be making him a good Home then :0) That made me smile and even though sometimes the movements he makes now are so big, they're uncomfortable, I still welcome them. I still can't believe we actually have a little miracle happening right now as I type. It is the best feeling in the world to know I will soon be a mommie and as everything grows closer Aaron and I are becoming more and more excited and grateful with every passing day!

We recently had our shower and felt so overwhelmed with the amount of love and gifts given to us for our sweet baby. When we got home we had the best time looking at everything again and I loved reading every card again and the sweet words people had to say. It was such a wonderful day. I wish we could have invited everyone we know, but we already invited around 60 people and the place we rented did have a maximum. lol. :0) This baby doesn't know it yet but he is being showered with so much love coming from everywhere. Its just awesome.

Then last weekend and over the last few days we were able to complete his baby room, and thats where I sit now, feeling inspired and happy and wanting to share this with you. It is soooo cute in here with decals of little safari animals playing sports, his beautiful furniture, the cutest smallest clothes hanging in the closet and adorable homemade blankets made with love from people we adore. It feels real now sitting in the rocker I will use to rock him and feed him. So excited! I feel like it's Christmas with the warm fuzzies you get. :0)



Sweet little room for a sweet little boy



Thanks for reading and sharing in our excitement.

more sweet baby things



Little hutch



Loads of baby love and warmth in our hearts

Mommie and Daddy Robertson to be

Send positive energy out

I feel like all of a sudden there is so much negativity swirling around out there. A friend of mine has even been verbally attacked and even sent death wishes and all for no reason. I have such a hard time understanding where all the negativity comes from and the reason behind it. How could anyone put out so much hate??
Even in my own life, there has been unexpected drama, coming from a place that is even more unexpected. It is so much easier and more fulfilling to send love out into the world. I wish all the people that are so full of negativity and hate as much love as they can hold, they really need this to be sent to them. People that lash out and act poorly towards people need even more love then people that are happy. I truly believe that what you put out you receive back in return. You live life being real, being nice and always having the best in mind for everyone and you will soon realize that people generally share those same feelings back with you.

There are times when you are trying your best to be kind and helpful and still you get pulled into some negative trap. You have the very best intentions but are still being accused of the opposite.
This can be very frustrating and saddening to say the least.
We can't let any negativity pull us down!! We must keep striving for better and moving forward, let Go of all the feelings that hold you back from being the best person you can be! Let them float away and fill yourself up with love and light!
This is all you can do, unfortunately you have no way to change people, You are only in charge of You! You are in charge of how you feel & react.
If you live a positive happy life and project those feelings then you will receive these same feelings back. When you encounter someone that is in such a dark place and you can't reach them, you have to leave them to learn there own lesson and keep sending as much love their way that's possible but try your best not to allow their darkness to enter your heart! Life is not perfect and things can become misinterpreted at times, if this happens try to regain focus and try a different approach.
If it still results in a negative response you may be forced to move on in order to keep your focus where it should remain. When you really believe in something stick to your guns and always stay true to yourself.

I will always have your back and promise to be a shining light in your life.

My saddened and heavy heart already feels better if I know I was able to improve happiness in other peoples life's, and bring a smile to someones face

Letting go of it....

Trishica

Fear and letting go

Fear is a funny thing. I think it keeps us motivated in some ways by pushing us through certain obstacles, but it can also hold you back. Sometimes we do things just to feel that fear, like sky diving or roller coasters. Its like an adrenaline rush and then the feeling you get once you accomplish something you were scared of feels very fulfilling. There are plenty of things I'm afraid of like I love to sing, I mean really love it and most people that I feel comfortable with tell me I'm really good. When it comes to singing in front of a big crowd or even a small one depending who the people are, I tend to freeze up. I have asked myself why is that so many times, or have left knowing I could have done better and really impressed but didn't because I let the fear within me win. It's a battle and I strive to push through it. I want to use fear to do better and not let it hold me back. I'm certainly not saying I'm going to start openly singing in front of large crowds tomorrow, I'm not sure I even want to. What I do want,  is to never hold back when it comes to things that really matter. It's going to be a long road because the reason we feel fear is sometimes deeper then you realize. Did someone hold you back, were they negative in your life and during impressionable times did they discourage you? I'm sure we have all had moments like this in various different times in our lives. Let these things that are not so good leave your heart, learn from all the mistakes you make, and dig deeper within to find the lesson. If you do this then nothing comes with regret because a lesson was learned and that's what we are here to do, learn, grow and give the most of ourselves to ourselves and the ones we love. Next time you will know better and do better and this comes with great reward. I'm here to tell you now that you are wonderful and the potential that you have within yourself is greater then any hurtful words someone may have spoken. It is a hard thing to do to turn away from negative people in your life but sometimes more then necessary. You're not giving up on them they are just in a different space then you and you deserve to feel happy and be around happy people. I've had to do this many times and now everywhere I turn I have nothing but positive energy swirling around me and people that really lift me up and help guide me and in return I hope to do the same for everyone that turns to me. This is a wonderful world full of possibility and anything you set your mind and heart on you can see come to life. I'm so excited I get to be a mom soon and will have the opportunity to really encourage Rylan to live life to the fullest, that everyday is a gift and that we are capable of doing anything as long as your heart and passion are in the right place. So let go of fear within yourself, instead be pushed by love and security. You can achieve anything if you believe you can! I believe you can! This little song is for you to know you are not alone, I will always be here for you and wish you nothing but the best...always.

play me: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R_zi4OxJpY0

I hope you all have a good weekend! I'm excited about mine, our baby shower is tomorrow! yay!!

Hoping to fill your hearts with happiness as you read all my blog entries,  :0)

Trishica

I didn't have a picture looking fearful so I added this one where I'm smiling at you instead! :0)

Babymoon

I'm so lucky to spend everyday with my best friend, hubby and the love of my life. Every moment we have together is so special. We had the most relaxing time in Clearlake, Ca. Our plan was to go there and not do much of anything and we soon found out this was a very small town and our plans of "doing nothing" would be easy to accomplish. :0) We spent time golfing, enjoying the sun, feeding the ducks, visiting all the local restaurant's and watching movies. It was awesome just being together. We had the most romantic valentines day in the little tiny restaurant called Park Place. The food and atmosphere was awesome. When we drove past it during the day we both were completely unsure because on the outside its not much to look at! That's why you really shouldn't judge a book by its cover. It was a little hidden treasure and we really enjoyed ourselves. We talked about what it will be like to be parents and how things are going to change and we both feel so excited for what's to come. There is definitely not another single soul in this world who I am meant to be with and as soon as I think my love for this man can't grow it does by leaps and bounds!~ Sometimes it's with just a simple smile or something goofy he says or does. I could really go on and on with this so I will stop myself here. Take it from us a Babymoon is totally worth it! Go! Get a little get away in... before baby comes to really connect and take time out just for yourself. It was so much fun. If you already have a little one or little ones maybe let the grandparents babysit for the weekend and get away! It will be worth it to come back refreshed and ready to take on all the daily tasks. :0)
Have a happy day.

Music



Music has always been something that is near to my heart! My first memory of it was when I was super little my papa would play all these songs and I would listen to him and think One day he is going to be famous!!! lol Now he would tell you that was never in the cards for him and that he's just a average guy humming along, but to me he is famous!! This could be because, other then my husband there is no other man I love more in this whole world! I loved singing along with my papa and learning all the songs he loved, I'm pretty sure we were even listening to some of these old classics on my papas old 8 track lol. Now I was born in 1980 to clarify things ;0) Anyway, I was thinking how when I hear a song it takes you right back to a certain moment, maybe one you may not have remembered otherwise and that is just a special gift! One only you and that song and maybe another person share. I still love singing some of the oldies my papa loves...Chantilly Lace, Yellow Polka Dot Bikini, Blueberry Hill, Rockin Robin, Twist and shout, Runaround Sue....Omg So many I could never name them all. It used to be so fun when I would sing along with these songs and people would be shocked I knew all the words, at like 5 years old! :0) I love the feeling you get when you hear a certain song, sometimes its inspiration, sometimes peace, happiness, sadness any emotion can really be brought to the surface! I just got a text message from one of my very best friends in the whole world yesterday, and it had the song Count on me by Bruno Mars playing, That's it just the song, no message but really it was such a special message! I looked up the words and was so touched.

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you




You can count on me like one, two, three

I'll be there and I know when I need it

I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do



Me and My papa :0)



I thought about over the years how many songs have touched my heart and what a big part music plays in my daily life! I love pretending I'm the best singer, dancer and overall top performer, and I'm lucky enough to be surrounded by friends and family and my wonderful Husband who make me feel this way everyday! I can't wait to show our little guy that even something that's as simple as a song, something we might normally take for granted you can find appreciation in! I can't wait to watch my papa share all the songs he loves with our son. Just thinking about moments like that make me smile and almost bring tears to my eyes.



Music in our hearts and movement at our feet.....

Trishica

Brad Paisley Anything like me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QCLz2H6g6sg   This song has such a special place in our hearts already!







Furry little gifts

Animals are such a blessing. I really feel like they are little gifts straight from heaven. Over the years I been blessed with so many amazing pets, they will shower you with the most uncondtional love there ever was and in return I feel we should do the same for them. I can't stand to see an animal being mistreated, this is just unjustifiable! They depend on you for love, care and comfort. Just looking at my little Jewelsey Mae today made me feel like writing a little love note to all the furry babies out there. Big, small, dog, cat, horse, even the not so fuzzy lizards and such...whatever the animal is you choose to have as a pet. Treat them well everyday! It's the least we can do for them! Lets give them all a little more love and really make them feel like the special little gifts that they are! :0)



Me and Jewel just relaxing


Hope your day is a very good one and you have a smile on your face!


Hugs and love coming your way from
 a "fuzzy baby" mama and soon to be mama of 2 :0)

Trishica